Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Past's folly has resurfaced as today's regret.
Things are really quite simple in actual fact - we just have to face and confront them. Yet, we lack courage and thus, find ourselves supressed within the convoluted web of humanity. We made mistakes... I made mistakes... time heals those mistakes but still, their scars remain. It's like writing an essay in pen. You make a mistake and use correction fluid to cover it up. Sure, it looks neater than cancelling them out but it still leaves a mark there. Past's follies will never be earsed i guess... and eventually, they surface as today's regrets.
StAJeWorks has taught me the importance of professionalism. It applies in real life too. Work is work and play is play. They should never get mixed up. I've gotta learn to apply the above into my daily life i guess - professionalism between studies, my haunting past (and the rememories of it all) and the interestingly developing present.
Escapism appeals to many. But why her? I pity her le la. And I'm feeling really bad for what I did to her. Marcus was right when he said that I could have done it in a nicer way. I regret that I was too immatured and didn't. Past's folly.. and today's regret.
Oh well.. I hope I'd get another chance but for now, I really gotta pull myself together. Can't be so easily affected by others and let my emotions get the better of me. As Uncle Allan said, I can't and shouldn't let my emotions control me - I gotta learn to control it. And that's what I shall do.
Piorities set and now, the final sprint.
