Monday, September 25, 2006
Another episode of this little life of mine is coming to a closure. One and a half years have gone by just like that. I'm gonna miss the fun times I had with StAJeWorks and the whole of AJC. Haix. But well, it's time to move on. Soon we'll be going through the Farewell Assembly... then the crazy last minute studying period... then the A'levels? Haix.. The slippery slope of the Singapore Education System. Such a wonderful organisation the MOE is - they decide our future for us - with a few sheets of examination papers. That's just the way it is.
Just another month. Just one more month. Just one more month and there I'd be.. the battle between the examination and me. Again. The final acadamic battle before army. Haix. It's tough.
Persevere... go full steam for one month... there's still time? Hmmmx... I really hope so. Those little voices of encouragement just ring and resound within this empty mind of mine. False hope? Let's hope not. I'm trying my best to block out the negative thoughts of failure but a little self-reflection now and then does bring forth the harsh reality of truth. No point deluding myself eh? I might fail. I might make it. I might... no one knows for sure. It's kinda like a gamble - show hand. Hahax. It's a game ain't it. The Singapore game - let's see who breaks first! Only the strongest survives. What do you call this again? Eugenics? Something along those lines ba. Welcome your 21st century "Hitler" nation! Singapore, where I belong - home. Ha! Thriving economy with high standards of livings... clean and green... educated and 'friendly' population... Asia's pride and joy! Yup! That's Singapore. My country and my home. Hahax. We love it don't we!
Three cheers!
