Sunday, October 08, 2006
One more week. Just one more week before school closes. There's no doubt that I'm kinda happy that it's finally coming to an end yet, part of me doesn't want to leave everything behind. So much has happened in AJ... just so much... it's almost painful to leave it all behind. I don't know if I'd see my friends again. I'll definately miss every single on of them. Haix. 1.5 years just has to come to a closure like that. Saddening.
I dunno. Life goes on but what will become of these memories? StAJeWorks.. A39/05... they're just part of the whole AJ experience. People like Xavier, Shannon, Sabrina and even Yvonne... Hahax.. we had our fair share of laughter together in and outside college... and also the arguments, the tears and the pains. But now it all has to end. I don't really wish to go. I don't know if we'd meet again. I hope so... but will things be odd then? Will still be 'buddies' like 'old times'. Hmmmx.. I dunno. I sincerely hope so.
I've chosen only to remember the happy moments that I've gone through in the college. Maybe that's why I don't wanna leave. Or maybe it's because I don't know what the future holds for me. I'm scared I guess. What if I don't make it for the A'levels? What will happen then? And if I do make it, will I get that scholarship? LaSalle? PSC? I dunno. What really does the future hold? And if our paths ever do cross again, how will we face each other?
Out in the corporate world, who are they? Friends or rivals. I dunno. I really don't want to take on any of them in the working world. I guess I'd be to emotional and unprofessional. I guess competing against sabby shouldn't be a problem though - she'd probably win and I'll lose happily. Hahax. *bows down* ah well.. but shannon, xav and in particular, yvonne? Hahax. I really don't know how I'd face them. These four people are the more significant ones that shaped my life in AJ. It's impossible to leave it all behind. Impossible. And I won't even try.
Life goes on. Memories will fade... but feelings remain.
Even as we leave this comfort zone together, let's leave it tgt as friends? Sounds childish but hey, each and every single person whom I've came into contact with in the college means something. Each of you taught me something.
Ok.. I'm getting emotional again. I should be studying...
That's all folks - another chapter is written.
